Sunday, July 27, 2008

Power in Peace

You know, I actually feel a bit odd saying this, but I feel that it’s something I need to share. Have you ever had a moment where you could literally sense power in something? It was tangible, almost visible, and even life changing. Well, imagine feeling that power radiating in your hand, smelling strong and… delicate at the same time. Now, connect yourself to the Earth and through that connection, reach into the Divine inside of the Earth and feel Her and He wrap you in an embrace, both terrifying and beautiful at once.

That’s what I feel in my spirit, in my life, when I connect to something bigger than myself, through something so simple as a few words, and a tool to meditate.

Friday, July 25, 2008

The Dark Knight and the Dark Ages

So, I honestly at this point don’t know if people just really aren’t registering it, or if they think it’s a phase, or if they just well, don’t fucking care to have any sentiment towards some things, but… what the fuck is this?

Aesthetic Muse (12:30:09 AM): I joined a Pagan group based out of UI
Aesthetic Muse (12:30:13 AM): SPIRAL
Aesthetic Muse (12:30:29 AM): Society of Pagans Invested in Reviving Ancient Lifestlyes
GirlMLover (12:30:38 AM): id say cool but idont think it is, so im happy for you?
GirlMLover (12:30:41 AM): lol idk how to put it
Aesthetic Muse (12:30:47 AM): happy for you
GirlMLover (12:30:49 AM): you know what i mean
GirlMLover (12:31:12 AM): i don't agree but im happy you found what you're looking for even if it isn't God

Now, I took this fairly well compared to yesterday, I calmly stated that, that was the incorrect thing to say in response to a choice I’ve made. I calmly said I’d prefer not to talk to her for a bit to refrain from chewing her head off. I think I was far most level-headed this go-around. That being said… WHAT THE FUCK DUDE!?

So, I’ve decided, most people, don’t get to know anymore. Why? Because they’re shitheads. SO! Moving on.

Dark Knight. Fucking. Bitching. Go, now, if you haven’t. Literally, stop reading this blog now, get your damn keys, and go. I’ll wait.

*twiddles his thumbs for three hours*

OMFG! Did you see the part where! And then when he! OMG! Fuck… THAT’S how you do the Joker dammit!

Now, that being said, Heath Ledger, we miss you. I personally believe you overdosed on purpose, I don’t think it was because of the part you were playing at the time, I think that you most likely were just depressed, and couldn’t take it anymore.

THAT being said, I am very happy with the way Harvey Dent was done, it was far better than I expected going in, and it kicked Batman Begins’ arse.

So, I’ve become a facestalker somehow, wish I knew, but I am one. My alcohol education course starts Monday, I’m SO excited for that. *rolls his eyes* Maybe I’ll have a vodka and tonic while I’m doing it…

Work continues on www.rasiapets.com cause Evo went up in flames cause Joe is fucking cunt. God rest his soul in hell. I’m making Breakout, props to Steve Woz. Props to Steve Jobs too I suppose, but the iPhone can burn in hell for all I care. I’m going with a hell theme in this paragraph.

So, cheeken pen tomorrow and a nice long five six hour drive
I think I’d rather stab myself in the face with this pen I have here. Luckily, I still have my six new CDs. Okay, five, but still.

Peace to the people.

Let Down

Bla bla blag. Really I’m here to say, Indiana fucking sucks. Spent a week here, don’t really ever want to spend another hour here and I have… about a day and a half before I start heading to Rae’s place. We have to build the chicken pen.

The REAL reason I decided to blag today, is because I’m extremely angry. Why you may ask? As some of you may know, a while back Kathy Lee Gifford insulted Pagans on the Today Show and her apology on air was… sub par. So, I’m angry about it and I decide, shockingly enough, to tell my friends that I’m mad so they can help bring me back down, as they often do. First one I talk to is Mary, who when I show the clip tells me, and I’m quoting here to, “get over it”. Granted, here, that I tend to get worked up over things sometimes, but those times are FEW and FAR between. That’s not okay. I don’t care if you were in a bad mood at the time, I don’t care the circumstances. I can get carried away, but there are things that just don’t swing for me, and one of them is when my religion gets insulted. Honestly, I went to her first because she was the one who usually defended me first, but, I suppose no ones perfect. And why would I expect people to be there for me? After all, if anyone has learned the opposite, it’s me.

This is a personal note to Kathy Lee Gifford: Your complete lack of social tact in dealing with this matter has left thousands upon thousands angry and in some cases, working their arts against you. I have no intention of casting curses as I don’t use magic, but I can clearly see the eagerness that it will and would have been done in this manner. I hope that you very soon reap the consequences of your false apology.